Mariah2ng

Im so happy right now. I'm going to Budapest tomorrow,and after Budapest I'm going to visit Prague and Austria. I just cant wait. My friends are going with me. There will be a lot of interesting stuff to take pictures of there. So do expect new deviations as soon as i get back lol. I've spent this week and the last week preparing for this trip. It was close. You'd be suprised how many documents are needed if a minor is leaving the country. And also you'd be suprised how much stuff can a little suitcase carry when you dump them in it together lol. Just before this trip,I released a new image,maybe you have seen it(Deep in the woods). Its different,and I tryed something new there. So do you like it? Do you think I'm making progress? Thank you for your time,Mariah.

What do you think about my art? I was just wondering. I know my art isn't that bad. And it's not like Im desperate for views or favs,but what's really killing me is that just a few people actually see my art. So I'm asking you,my friends,what do you think,what should I improve?

As to many Deviant art users,art is my life. I love it more than anything,and I could not imagine my life without it. It has helped me through my highs and lows,especially the low part. It helped me stay alive in critical moments in which I considered taking my own life. I turn to it always,practicing more than 3 times a day. I try to develop every aspect of art,I tried doing digital,photography,photomanipulation,drawing,painting,sculpting...  And seeing that I am succesful,and that I really love it I unvailed it to my family. Of course,having a family which never gave much sagnificance to art,they laughed. When I said I wanted to be a Graphic designer,they laughed again. They still laugh. My dad says it's a miss,and that I should be an English teacher or something more ,,stable''.
So I got into fight with them,and they said they will not pay for my lessons,and that is final. I tried everything,but now I see they really mean it. I have two years untill college. But without lessons I have no chance of getting in. So i decided to prepare myself for it,and ask my art teacher to help me. She gladly said yes. I am hoping If I have all great grades, I might melt my parent's hearts and maybe,just maybe ,they'll let me go. I sure hope it is so.
But school requires a lot of comitment. I can not blow this up. So I decided that this will be the last activity from me untill June 2012. I will not submit any art,as I will not have time to do it. I will do only some small contests ,which I hope I will have time for.Beside ,I need to do at least something ! It is not a small period of time. 50 days without art is a lot for me,and I am crying as I write this.  But,hopefuly,when I come back,I will make even better pictures,and I will be more motivated than ever! Thanks to everyone who supported me this far! Keep making art,because it lasts forever,even when you're no longer in this world,it's a legacy you leave behind!

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